well, i did pretty ok on that test....100%! woohoo! that made my week! also, we went to dinner and i finally got to meet marks wife, alma. shes very nice and mark is lucky to have found a wife as beautiful and sincere as she is. but as always, i should tell her, break his heart and ill break her legs. but i just hope that she doenst because i kind of know the pain that he will feel......no, i dont hope....i know she wont. she better not.

anyways.....paul, ate lovette, and phil are on their way to san fransisco and i wish that i could go....oh well.....you win some, you lose some.

man! i wish that i could finish rt school already cause i cant wait to start working and making some money, and actually making a difference in the world. just think, while working in a field that pays well, i could actually make people feel better and maybe even get a thank you or two in the process! thats all i actually want....i thank you and a smile from at least one patient, and that will all make it worth while. actually, thats all i want in life, a thank you with a smile in a sincere way. i hope to get some of those sooner or later!

i have a test on pumonary anatomy and physiology tomorrow...and i dont feel ready at all. one piece of good news is that ms boyd doesnt even know if shell give us the test tomorrow! but, the one thing that is always on my mind is the weekly visit by mr hill for our oral quizz! i know that i wont be able to get a good nights sleep tonight because of this ORAL crap! aarrggghhhhh!!!!!

but you know what?

i really dont like valentines day :( ugh.........

as time goes by, things really do change even though you dont want them to! yesterdaym i found out that marks wife, alma, is FINALLY coming here to the states! after months and months of waiting! i guess the fact that mark is married hasnt really hit me yet......but hearing the news that the wifey is coming suddenly put things into persepective for me. man, mark is married....and i dont even have a gf yet! :( i guess thats a good thing, and a bad thing at the same time.

ohh yeah, i really need to find a way to get in touch with friends that i have lost contact with. i know that myspace is a huge thing right now, but what about those people that dont frequent online much? hmmm.....i have met so many interesting, and cool people, but time can just put a hamper on friendships and what-not can be a total drag! man, i guess im just wondering what those people are doing now? i heard that someone i knew went back to school because her degree didnt really help her to get work that paid well. she was really cool, and the few people that met her were always asking me what happened to her.....and the sad thing is that even i dont know. but you know what? thats ok.....because im sure that ill run into her sometime in the future.....maybe.....hopefully.

ehhh......life can be pretty depressing sometimes :(

but it can also bring you so much joy as well!