right now im sitting at work and its my lunch break....i dont really know what is wrong with me, but when i find myself alone, i feel sad. i realize that my life is better than most because i have a good paying job....or should i say career? i have a place to live, even though it is with my parents, but i help them financially. i have a car that i have always wanted. its just that i have no one to share my life with. i look around wherever i am and i see couples...and it makes me sad. ive tried to find someone for myself, but its harder than i thought. wither they just want to be "friends" or they are not at all interested in me. why is that? i just want to be with someone like myself...easy going...simple, but likes to have fun...

is there someone out there for me or what? if there is...where are you? :(

i feel like i am stuck in a rut. i help my family financially, but that prevents me from saving money and buying a house and moving on with my life. how can i tell my family that i need some time to save money so i can move out and really start living my life? the sad thing is that I feel responsible for my family...if i leave or stop helping them financially, i feel guilty. what should i do?

if anyone reads this...some advice from people i dont know would help. it would give me a perspective from another point of view.