as time goes by, things really do change even though you dont want them to! yesterdaym i found out that marks wife, alma, is FINALLY coming here to the states! after months and months of waiting! i guess the fact that mark is married hasnt really hit me yet......but hearing the news that the wifey is coming suddenly put things into persepective for me. man, mark is married....and i dont even have a gf yet! :( i guess thats a good thing, and a bad thing at the same time.

ohh yeah, i really need to find a way to get in touch with friends that i have lost contact with. i know that myspace is a huge thing right now, but what about those people that dont frequent online much? hmmm.....i have met so many interesting, and cool people, but time can just put a hamper on friendships and what-not can be a total drag! man, i guess im just wondering what those people are doing now? i heard that someone i knew went back to school because her degree didnt really help her to get work that paid well. she was really cool, and the few people that met her were always asking me what happened to her.....and the sad thing is that even i dont know. but you know what? thats ok.....because im sure that ill run into her sometime in the future.....maybe.....hopefully.

ehhh......life can be pretty depressing sometimes :(

but it can also bring you so much joy as well!